Are you like this? Are you embarrassed when someone attempts to help you? Do you pretend that you are 'all better' so that you won't break down and cry? I've done that so much that, at this point, it scares me to go in public. (For those of you who do not know, my sister who was 21 years older than I am, passed away 2 months ago. Our mother and daddy have been gone a long time as well as two other sisters. I'm not handling this very well. I know she was ready to meet Jesus and that she was 80 years old. I know I will see her again. That is so good, but I hurt today.
I suffer with fibromyalgia. In the winter it comes on with force. With this grief and the fibro...I am overwhelmed. I do trust Jesus. I do believe in healing. I have hope that all will be well again. I am looking to the future and hoping for more joy in my life. If my no pretense type post offended you, I'm sorry.
Today's prayer: Oh Lord, my God, I thank you for life and hope for joy to return to me. You have never failed me. Show me how to walk the path You have set before me. I love You and thank you for Your abundant love. Amen.